Berlin West Stadt, 1986. She born. Loving mother, loving child. Soon for everyone to realize: she fast, she precocious! Deutsche first years. After the fall, they moved to South Carolina, then North California.
Then teenage years: shell-shocked, solitude cold as hell; school sucks, except biology. Body: already non-standard, and evolving. Attitude: wary ferret. She goes rogue. Oscillates. She a flash, yet a fish in a barrel. She devilishly intelligent and charismatic. Yet friends, not much. A few important ones, all ages from. Those not terrified by her demanding mind, her speedish demeanor. The unfettered. Friends at last: a chosen arsenal.
I know. To be fair, her mother was not anybody either.
Twenties. Unwanted pregnancy. Unspoken questions, existing through the failures and eruptions of the body. No words exist for these sensations. Things forcibly and silently kept in the vagueness of what people would prefer to ignore and forget. Even more difficult after the end, after the abortion. That's not a rule, for sure: "it's just my life", she'd say with a smirk.
And yet, adulthood got a little better. Mother was a blast, she set the way; a woman like there’s no other – or is there? I don’t really care.
Anyway. This is not about her story. Her story belongs to herself, and the number of contracts that she has signed to sell this narrative is exactly: none (yet). This is about her frequency, her shape, her turbulence. This is an extract of what happens to people in her vicinity – written to her, or about. This is what her freedom sounds like, a song of her Vee-low-city.
Oh, and yeah, I forgot: it’s NSFW and it’s in French, because she fucking digs (putting) the tongue
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Jun / Sept 2017
PS: Fuck you. I survived and I thrived and I'm hurt
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